My silly B and I

My silly B and I

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Day 5 = The hormones kick in... Watch out!!!

Today is day 5 on Lupron, it is also my last day of birth control. So I will be soon getting my little women visitor from mother nature :) I'm not going to complain! After this it will be time for my body to build my lining to where it needs to be for the transfer in a few weeks. Now on to my fabulous day . . .

My day started a little dramatic. My daughter and her father were leaving after school to go out of town for a week. My daughter has been very excited about going out of town, but she is very very sad about missing her polar express holiday party at Kindergarten. So the morning started w/ tears, not fit tears, sad tears. Her sad tears make Mommy sad :(. Today I almost cried w/ her. But hey she is my baby and she is sad, no cause for alarm. I get to work and I am in a mood. I chalk it up to a long morning, but can tell there is an underlining issue because the mood WILL NOT fade. But I made it through the work day. That is until I got to my car, took a deep breath, started my car, heard Lady A on the radio and started crying??? Why am I crying while Lady A is singing about the bar??? I made it home safely. I later decided that since Bella is out of town I am not making dinner, I am going to drive through In N Out. Yum!!! What??? I cried the whole way there??? I cried while I ordered??? I decided I need to tell someone about how crazy I am right now. I text a couple friends. A good friend of mine replied calling me a very inappropriate, very not pc name. It's ok cause it's him and it's kinda of an inside joke. The next message asked if I was now laughing instead of crying. So now the In N Out drive through people are looking at me like I am crazy. First I am balling my eyes out and now I am cracking up laughing. At the window the lady forgot to give me my drink, I politely said "Um, can I get my 7-Up?" She looks at me weird and hands it to me. I say " Thank you! You almost made me cry!!!" By the way this is me being funny. She makes a little fake laugh as I drive away. Hey In N Out, I know I am a hot mess today it's ok, lets laugh about it!!!

Wooooo, I'm chalking today up to hormones!

5 comments:

  1. you are some kind of special to put yourself through this for somebody else.

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  3. I think Your GOOFY! STOP CRYING JESSICA & PLAY, G'DAMMIT!!!

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